The Mushroom Zone

I came up with the name while I was chopping some champignons in my work.

In that vain and religious task, I found myself ruminating on some thoughts, ideas if you will; which I broke down and stretched into my notes and, subsequently, uploaded here. A platform for my meditations.

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In My Blood

Everyone wants to have kids
No one wants to be a father

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Mom’s Bottles

And now, with years gone by, I see
The grace her sorrow gave to me

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To know me

To know me, maybe is to love me
To know me, maybe is to hate me

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Loving Yourself Is

Where do I find that freeing love?
How do I become the man I long to be?

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Drunken games

She, in a fraction of a second, understood everything.

She knew she has two daddies, the one who cooks noodle soup and the one who throws it to the vultures.

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The bad things

Loyalty or submission? I used to think they were the same.
Commitment or fear? I was sure I was doing it out of love for the cause but…
Honesty or obedience?

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Them, without a name

Sometimes I wonder, “does it hurt them to make love without being loved?”
In their eyes I've seen pain, an emptiness like mine.

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Perverted Church*

If salvation and approval now depend on your many requirements
Why do we need Jesus?

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Broke

God, is that you?
Did you come down from heaven to see me cry?

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